Murphysk8

That's what it feels like at the moment. I rely so heavily on others to do.. anything, right now. And there's nothing I can do about it. It's incredibly frustrating. Feels like I'm stuck in limbo. Working out to the point of exhaustion seems to be the only thing I have that helps to pass the time during the day, and my weight loss seems to have leveled out. I've dropped seventy pounds so far, so that's good, at least. Could be a hell of a lot worse than it is, for sure. Just so damn bored. Want to start my life, already. Been restless since I was sixteen. I'm twenty now.. *scribbles on cardboard and holds it over his head* "Will Paint For C

Our house was struck by lightning a while back. Fried two phones, a computer, our cable internet modem, the router, three Xboxes, two satellite recievers and the dish itself. Needless to say, the process of getting everything replaced has been a long one, and there are 3,112 messages to go through, so if I manage to get the time, I'll try. =P

So, my twentieth birthday was pretty boring. No cake, no singing, no gifts. Just another year older. Then came the following Saturday. Got a hair cut and a ton of new clothes, which I've been needing. I've lost another fifteen pounds. :dance: That's one of the things that's been keeping me busy. I've been walking and running every day, but I've started taking my camera with me, so I'll have a lot of photos uploaded in a few minutes. Also, my grandpa started up a garden, which is quickly turning into a miniature farm, so I spent most of my morning yesterday tilling and making rows and paths with a hoe. I'm actually getting some color, so my